Dearest Apollon....

If this is the only way i can reach you right now.....

I wish to tell you to never ever get stressed about having to be there for me 100 percent...

I know u are real busy....and have many subjects to attend....

I love you tons and tons.....

And if you do leave a clone....then that's good aswell....

I do love clones....they demand alot of love...but they also provide alot of love......

I like to invent new names for them and set them free....soo that they can give you a itsy bitsy little challenge when u get back....

No no no...she is mine woman @ !!! 

go away alien!!!

Go away dr. frankenstein.....

just stuff like that.....truly....

it's fun....

and in that manner u don't need to vontinously quarrel with the other brothers....but still get a little of the challenge u seek....

i love you soo much....i am truly madly inlove......

please don't worry about the age thing....

i truly wish simply to show you my love for you......nomather.....and be there for you......let me.....

my brother has something called vanity.....

i hope us not to practise such to much....

kisses....

Best love ur Artemis.....

my love....

God Apollo, The God Of Sun, Music, Poetry, Archery, Healing And Justice

Apollo was the son of Zeus and Leto. Apollo was also the brother of Artemis, half brother of Hermes and father of many, including Aristaeus and Asclepius.

God Apollo had many functions: he was the god of poetry, prophecy, arts and music, archery, and also of medical healing.

Associated with the care of herds and crops, Apollo was a sun god of great antiquity, yet he is represented as an ever youthful god, just, wise and of great beauty. He has been the subject of many great paintings and statues throughout the ages.

Kiko and moi.....

Yesterday i was at the house of my family.
Mother started babbling something thru dinner.....something about me and Kiko needed parenting classes to learn to be parenting.....and that exactly that would be a great change in everything....like it was practically evolutionary apokaliptical the statement.....

Truly i find we do luch Northernlight with tons of love.
And have ways of showing that.....also....


But somehow she gets Kiko confused in her own epical dream of her and him parenting my daughter....
thou it is known she struggles with things that has to do with love and the expression of love.....

We find other ways she can show it......
But as time passes ....truly....i find Kikos previous ideal forms of expressing love....has degraded more and more into mothers cold....even violent forms of expressing the love within them.

Nomather.....

Thing is.....after dinner....i started to cry....and auntie consoled me....we went out for a walk....i....me...sobbing while cleaning my nose regularly.....and she tapping me shoulder....

- I love him....i whispered.....
- You love Kiko she said....i know....i always knew.....
- But they wont let us be together i said......they always made it troublesome.....they think he is not goood enough for me.....
And mom is in on it.....that is the worst.....
She wants me to be with family instead.....cousins or siblings....

- I love Kiko....i know he is imperfect.....but i love him soo much.....i dont care about the perfection.....

Suddenly she changed the subject......
- Hay....you know who asked for you.....?
the chubby son of Esmeralda......
Whoom...him....
- Yes....he was asking for you the other day.....we told him you where not here....but that you would come by one of this days.....
- Really....he asked for me.....?
- Yes......
Omg....

- Come on...they are at the neighbour house packing things out to move in....come on....
- But you have to come to.....soo we can talk to them....
- No...no...no...not me....you go alone....i have to....like...take some stuff back in...into the house.....

I certainly senced something was on.....thou....i simply....i simply waved hello to The chubby teddy guy, and to his father.....
I had seen him often around his family....i never really saluted him directly....thou....i kinda...mmm...
well...i always liked teddy bear type guys.....

We continued to walk....we walked into the town....of the little village....
We went into a store ...and bought icecream and desert for the evening....


We then arrived home afterwards....
After eating the icecream....auntie wanted to talk in the kitchen....
- THe chubby teddy is still outside....they are still lushing things out....from the van....
You should go out.....
Well....only if Esmeralda is there....
- She is....she is....gooo....


I went out.....
I walked with Esmeralda....
My cousin came out....He tempted Esmeralda with chocolate.....she went greedy with her eyes....then he made the chocolate dissapear....even if she checked his pocket....the chocolate was gone.....
( we later discovered it had magically appeared in the kitchen)

I looked at the Teddy.....i sighed.....my lovely Kiko was there....he was in The chubby Teddy....
We went back in.....
My auntie asked me curiously.....what happened.....?
- Well....its him.....The chubby teddy is one of Kikos forms.....
- Its one of his original forms auntie exclaimed.....
- I sighed......
- omg....truly i love him......


Later thou....when we went to take the bus ....
I saw this guy with glasses sitting beside us.....he had a girl in his hand....
Then i heard this whisper....- this is the type of woman i like....

My chest fell.....i felt anger....i met his eyes....i recognised Kiko....
I looked at the girl....she was thin and had huge glasses.....
I guess it was said then.....she was intelligent....since glasses reflect intelligence.....and i a mere fool.....a mere fool....
Without glasses....of course....her tiny waist had probably nothing to do with it....at all.....

I felt soo angry.....

I was angry all the way home......

I telepatised with Kiko in pure argument....

i met him in a dream world.....i got drunk....i didnt mean to meet him there....but....after i was pretty dozy....some fella came over....in a little while....after making out with him....i started to sence...it could be him....Kiko.....my but not mine .....

I left....well...i left into the crowd of other....I silly askde....- Anybody else wanna smooch....people looked at me weirdly....
But nobody responded....rather guys then girls....i prefered men i said....thou....it didnt seem as if i even had much to ....mmmm.....select from....since nobody came up to me....


Well...crouched back i strolled back to Kiko....he sat there...nicely...smiling....
I sat beside him.....we made out even more....things escalated....

I realized i love him....even thou...he is a fool.....

I need to relax with him.....

As i said....i cannot expect perfection....

But...he is...weird....

Cause just cause i was dreaming at a paralell place with my brother....well...one of them.....and there we had romantic life....

I woke up to a rousing Kiko almost screaming....very elevated voice....telling mom...i was a lousy mother....and i didnt deserve to have my child....

That something needed be done....a plot....Plan B he said....in a very escalted ...even robotic type alfa voice....like....
as to say....- We are alfas....and we shall plot against this little one....that doesnt understand.....and we will like....screw her over....and we have the right cause ............we are Alfas....

I woke up....but....i had a bad feeling about what i heard and what i senced......

I asked mom....what was that....?

She made a HUGe invention....like a total out story.....changing the subject totally...like it was all in my head.....


Well...it wasnt in my head....they where both in the same room as me....and spoke soo loudly.....that i actually woke up from the conversation.....


Plan B he said ....Plan B....

No angel....
We are not gonna do plan B....

We are gonna do Plan A.....
As my brothers have or had planned....first....
NO plan B kiko....

Witch i gather means....simply creating such a huge drama for me....inside of this house....

Either they are gonna attack me....or try and hit me....and then call the police and tell them the story was the other way....actually....

Sooo that is their Plan B.....
very escalated truly....

From a pretty diplomatic plan A....witch is to test our love and relationship to a lever none existent....meaning after plan A......there is no more Kiko and me....no partners can take this challenge.....meaning....yes....Kiko...there will be tons of other people and parents there....
But the situation is diferent for them.....Cause they are not being tested.....

Our tests will be unbearable to us as a couple....and they have already started.....and you ....instead of taking my side....already have gone against. me......shooting at me....Kiko....

Either you lack some understanding of something .......

I know that you say it is about Northernlight.....but even if you now wanna destroy as a mother.....thats actually not even ideal for Northernlight.....and her life....on earth.....


Soo....i dont know what you deal is angel.....

I just see....that i cannot truly help us.....Us...us ...the two of us....truly not....

Even if i should love you to death.....its not ....i cant.....

I know i also get jealouse sometimes....and act stupid....

But ....all in all...as i always conclude....the forces against us are soo strong....that they are stronger then me......

I want to win...i want us to win.....but alone i cant pull this ship called Us......to land......

I am sorry.....

Devolution

To bring human kind back into monkey state can be a challenge.

Esoescially since we do not even know if this humanity truly did derive in from Monkey's.

But the monkey gene can truly do more damage then good.

Since it is weak....and the problem with humans evolving to fast is the lack of force, fire and ability to fight instead of fleet.

What weakens this humanities survival is their to easy ways of fleeting a challenging situation instead of taking courage.

This is how the weak fall. Not truly soo much about fornication, because if the weak do not teach their own children some defense skills....they will certainly maybe not see their grandchildren ever.

Because of course...loosers wish to win but they seldom do. 

The turn of evolution is to teach loosers to fend for themselfs.

In a third world country.....this can much more easylee be depicted.

Where loosers often end up in criminality...

In which they ended up in by first of all fleeting from problems in their closest family......

Instead of solving or staying in the problems....in search for a utopia...

They find other loosers and find crazy ways of survival.

Their families....with all the love in the world find ways to take care of their lost children....by making them errand boys and girls. 

Accepting their choices to live with their friends......

Devolucion, seeks revolution to achieve growth in society.

Degeneration makes families break, redegeneration makes families reunite....regeneration is love at it's most thou it is a most hard heartless path.

To teach a slow child is effort and love.

To let them be left alone .....nurtured for it's flaws until grown age....is unlove.

And amputaded regeneration is a lack of bonding and love....

(explanation)

Degeneration, to go back in evolucion.

redegeneration is to have gone back and coming back forward again....learning new things. New personality.

Regeneration is a persona trying to learn, a person in learning of basic ground rules......for survival.

Che Guevaras daughter.....

The daughter of Che Guevara…….

What would the daughter of Che Guevara be like…..



How would she think…..



What would she do about her dayli life



What would her hobbies be…..



What thoughts would she had about the world….



What would she had imagined a perfect world would look like…..



What idees would she had, that where just her own….



Would she be strange, or would she be normal like any other persona…..





The daughter to Che Guevara, would had been a very free minded person......
Or would she had condemned freedom......
And freedom fighters.....


Would she be a restless soul or a ideal representative of human society.....


Maybe she would be something of both.....


Maybe she would had been an

Hva om mormor som slem heks dro, og etterlot en

(Og etterlot seg en snill klone som heter Mariana....)
Slemme mormor kommer sikkert innom iblant...men for det meste er hun borte...
Mariana er veldig snill....hun er slik mormor burde vært. Også er hun veldig veldig gla i deg.
Slik er vår fantasy verden.....full av eventyr ....

Kan en klone betraktes som menneskelig? Siden fremkomsten av kloningsteknologi har det eksistensielle og etiske spørsmålet om hvordan man skal behandle og se på kloner blitt reist. Kan et "menneske" laget av kunstige midler til og med betraktes som menneske? En veldig innsiktsfull episode fra To Aru Kagaku no Railgun S (ep. 6) ser ut til å svare vakkert på dette spørsmålet. "Marsvin er ikke mennesker. De er livet, [er] det samme. I det minste i forskernes øyne er de de samme. ... Jeg var den samme. " - Shinobu Nunotaba (Til Aru Kagaku No Railgun ep. 5) Shinobu Nunotaba, en fantastisk barneforsker, jobbet for et radikalt eksperiment kalt


Sister Radio Noise Project. Fans av Railgun-serien vet at dette eksperimentet innebærer masseproduksjon av en av de sterkeste synske i byen: Misaka Mikoto. I håp om at kloning av Misaka vil gjøre dem i stand til å skape en hær av lydige sterke synske, våger de seg inn i dette mørke eksperimentet.

Kanskje ikke lydige da....men mere engler som tror på det gode og sloss for det som er bra. Og finner kraft i det.


I gud selv...igjennom guds kraft selv.
Eller universel godhet og intelligens.

The world is a stage and we are merely actors forth the godS......

Besetning av verdensteatret


Rune Andre Tapios rolle er Mark Anthony....toilla...blåtroll er Mark Anthony helt alene.....hans oppgave er å finne sin kleopatra...løp....Run run run.....ble laget en film om den lyden faktisk....den var skummel......run run run....


Nuni Yapis er Konge over menneskeheten....ikke Jesus...mine nærmeste forvirrer deg....

fordi du er alldeles ikke barmhjertig som Jesus....fremdeles....hehe


Ja...venner av min slekt pleier å klage seg i....ah....så jeg kunne vært president .....aofff....fordi de er litt treige etter for mye incest.....sorry.......vi er alle innavler...ja...okay....ren rase sjø....da er d okay........også.....men men...ta imot så lite hjelp av dem som mulig....sannheten er at de er heller frivillige misjonærer på denne planeten....og ekke her for gøy....men for å ta seg av de skadede.....
Men brødre og kusiner syns d er gøy......og leke litt teater iblant.
De er super klebbete ....og har ofte ikke peilig på hva de gjør eller hva en rolle innebærer.....enten prøver de for hardt og prøver stjele roller de ikke har fått.....bare sænn uten vidre. Som Trumph for eksempel....Egentlig skulle Obama kuppe Usa....men slik ble det ikke......skylder på ikke noe genetiske bevis bror....
Eller lille ulv som Indianerne kaller ham....han var i litt dårlig humør den hØsten......og d var sikkert min feil.....


blah....grrrrr....

Iblant ern meg....men jeg trives lite i sør-korea....får litt angst.....Ansshtung baby....   D er meg det....angst babyen....charmerendes...men just for the laughs....




Vanligvis er de presidentene....sorry igjen forde...beklager så mye....igjen og igjen.
......og igjen.....

ps. er det noe du ønsker Trumph skal gjøre send meg en subliminal message....her ja....05totirosy....
https://play.google.com/books/reader?id=t9a5CQAAQBAJ&printsec=frontcover&pg=GBS.PP1

Etter sør korea holder jeg henda fast og bena....eh...på jorda.....mmm......men du kan sikkert overtale meg til å ta en peek innom.......igjen....


NUNI tappis....rollen din er Konge over menneskehetens skjebne.....det står ikke State Citizen her....det står.....faktisk....eh....Konge om jeg leser riktig........


Norlyset er alvedronning....og rekrutterer småttiser magiske som jordiske......
Hun har sine fine taleevner....så hun finner sikkert måter å gjøre ting morsomt....


Takk for en fin first beginning sequel...jeg var lykkelig.....Kongen over skogen....


Jeg har funnet en ny flamme.../spiller....han ekke bare bare han heller.......Jeg tror jeg får ddet bra.
Jeg skal fortsette å male.....og å skrive....


Century spillet er jo ett annet jeg skrev....men ikke tenk på det.....


Men om du skulle være nysjerrig så er det her.......


https://play.google.com/books/reader?id=t9a5CQAAQBAJ&printsec=frontcover&pg=GBS.PP1

ps. i rollen over menneskenes Nådeløse dog barmhjertige konge inngår seff. regissør og

ps. ikke fortell dette til noen....jeg får egentlig ikke lov....og d vet jo du....

Her har vi sjansen igjen nuni...fordi lilleulv gjør en...ja...han ekke helt en fantastisk Trumph....men med dine råd igjennom meg så kan vi få gjort mye.....😉

Jaja....men du kan jo også skrive....tviler på lilleulv lar seg....mmm....overtale....please

Whisper in my ear....i am worried for the world.....again....

Suss og klem 😊😊😊

ps.Og jeg er ikke Kourtney....jeg er Kim....om det var derfor du er så stalker med Kourt....(og jeg liker ikke venner som sladrer på meg...Du vet jo mamma kun vil jeg skal snakke A4....).men fortiden er mamma Kim...ho og en av fedrene....siden jeg infiserte Kims kropp med liposuction og botox....off....jaja.....hun ser friskere ut nå.

Må bare holde kinnet bort fra kirurgene klinikkene er min eneste oppgave her i livet sier de.....her som rosy.

Og....ja...dermed så sagt behøver du ikke plage Kourtney lenger.......fokuser på Norlyset. 

...da de blir titt og ofte merged helt i det blå uvitrendes kraft......

Dette var heavy....fikk jo ringen fra bestefar........

serial shapechanger.....

He want's to shape change into a younger dude.....soo it be fair competition with Bruno....oh....silly dude........


i love Bruno father....i am madly inlove with him......


They go about loving every girl they want........have hareems and a thousand lover's everywhere.....


while i am to be their little slave girl.....else tjey bring fundamentalistic islam over earth instead of my Ocean era my Ocean age my Dolphin landia.....not in a captivity resort but on mere earths fundation.......


And just cause of their silly whim it can't happen?


I love one got that's not my incestuous brothers


And i am then shunned......wtf?????


You taught me to love hard free and impulsivly.......


they now wanna kill all of that



cause then it will be okay.....


..Both you and granpa thought me about freedom........


i didn't work soo hard for human health....for humanity to decrease......


it's okay


it was always okay they loved other girls more......



it always was.......


i have seen them make out with girls all my life....even when they where my boyfriends


once i had a reactuon


once......


i was 15 and a baby practically......and i didn't understood......

one of them understand my freedom atm....i think or suspect it might be Jani.....little wolf is trying....but it's still messy.........

I am their sister not their slave........i am equal king as them if anything........i might be simply a little fox fay .....

but still equal to the throne.......

starfather i had a son/daighter with an armenian king.......

norlys far.....

Armenisamivikinghow can i not love you forever and my brothers are fays......

you always said they where stupid........as fuck........

starfather loves you and has choosen a new flock of sons..........

he is sensitive forgiving but kind of mind...........like you.....

you gave me a plate of food

when they wanted doom me to a slut slave race........

how can father not love you........even grandfather does........

mothers crazy logic helps me understand their lower wolf minds.......

they are what they are.........but you are an uber starfathet......

you decide if they have food in the woods or hunger great lord........

and if they eat their sister or not great lord......

i love you......always.....

Princess world univers....

There was once upon a time a princess .....she was soo utter most beautyful.....and magical.....

Her mother thou....was an ugly troll....the princess wanted to share her light with her mother of a troll of a mother.......a goblin....half goblin from a goblin family actually.....

The little princess started said....- then we most make chaos....

The little princess full of ability and wisdom told the mommy what to do....the mommy goblin/ troll mommy eagerly tried to control the situation....until she realized it was useless.........

And went of with the chaos created by the little angel.....

The mommy was a little worried.... and musted to admit a little scared....

As it all went to work....

And the child jumped on her time and time.....using her mommy like a cushion.....first the mommy thought her head waz to explode.......

And was sure she could not take anymore chaos......

She tricked the child angel to play a game of cricket instead.....the child went along....but spontaniously accused the mommy for cheating randomly.....

The mommy felt at times that she could not take it anymore.....

But in the end of the day......she went on a date with a shapeshifter.........it was the most thrilling thing ever....

But as the day ended.....

- She heard her kings fathers voice........you will not go anywhere with this man....espescially not to the middle East....

The gobling/ troll mommy said to agree....

And as she came back home....

To her little angel princess....

She heard her say.....

- i wish for my mother to be a normal grown up now......

And soo it was....she obeyed her little guiding angel.....

The Gobling/troll mommy could see colours shadows and shades....

it was as if she had entered a magical princess world......

And that was the dashes of spark the little princess angel had strown over her most loving mommy.......

Once in awhile every epical season as the beginning of an era....the little princess might demand the mommy into a little chaos.......

It is simply the little princess angel trying to eagerly throw some sparks of light into her mommys otherwise soo very  gloomy world........

And saved them both from the alternate dream.....where the mommy brings the baby girl angel soo deep into the gloomy....

they both took a box of pills and took their own lifes.....it's a ciclycal pattern.....a curse....and for the curse to break....the little angel princess creates a hell of a chaos.....short....but then it goes dark.....

And after darkness always comes light......

Ett brev til en veldig intelligent vis og klok skjempe.....

Var nylig med blåtroll.....han kom til meg en fra mann i 40 åra.....han virka så forelska og bettat.....


Dog igår var han i onkel Gustaf....og tvang ham til å vise meg sexy bilder av sin kone....

- off....

Norlyset vil gjerne være super....av alt dramaet med blåtroll og litt ulven....men ikkeså mye....han da....da du har holdt ham v ørene....

Så våkner Norlys fra fortid og fremtid....for å ikke si nuet....

Hun vil bli super....super duper....tror det er for det meste for å beskytte seg selv.....


I tilfelle hun blir utfordret slik jeg blir....da blåtrolls største frykt er at hun skal bli fri sexuelt lik meg.


Og ja
Jeg skifter jo ikke .....Jeg er jo bare meg....


Og det verste er at om du ikke husker så har jo du på det indre ønsket en frihet for meg.


Du ville jeg skulle helst være en av gutta.
Men når dem vil ha på meg burka vet ikke jeg......
Hijab....okay....men ikke hel Burka nei.....
Jeg beklager far....jeg blir ikke som dere...super duper fidilioker....


Jeg blir en helt annen rase.....og med tid og stund så vil jeg faktisk begynne å jobbe med roboter selv....lage dem....produsere....først enkle....så mere kompliserte.....


Roboter kan å elske.....faktisk....


Jeg mener....hijab okay....men Hel burka....nono no....


Jeg og blåtroll skal sikkert gifte oss til slutt..........men akkurat nu leker vi litt univers.....på en vennlig måte da........han teleporter meg ikke noe sted....bare leker playboy.......fra to forskjellige former..........han vil så gjerne være like deg........men men men....syns bare det er litt søtt jeg.


Og ja....jeg har en liten robot i meg.....den sveller sånn utover dagen til vi blir en enhet......


Alt i alt er det lærdommen til onkel Gustaf som har gjort meg til den jeg er idag.....


En krigerinne av en svært sær rase.....

Llego el dia....y Mafalda crecio a mujer....